Desires ....

There is this innate desire to be in the limelight all the time. Maybe its because i was a major recluse as a kid and so i am making up for it now. ..lame

And i dont know why but i have this desire to take offence at the slightest offensive or "not meant to be" offensive remark and dont forget it for a long time. And the best part is that i wont even tell the people concerned why am i so uptight either. But you know, after the initial steam has ebbed, i start behaving normally with them which confuses them and they dont know how to react to it. I like that.

And finally i desire rather my dil desires ( in perfectly non se**** sense) someone... a girl ( ooobviously !! ) i really like her .. love ?? well yes i think so.. i do love her.. But u know its totally unselfish. I dont expect her to reciprocate .... coz it isint the what-wud-i-do-without-u kinda love.. its about knowing and desiring and being content with just that.

To be continued ?? maybe ... if i desire