i need a playlist !!

So yes the worst state ever. Its not work, not friends, not family, not the food either. Its me. My bloody heart. Its just not willing to let go. I cant do anything. Can't concentrate, can't sleep, eat or work. I cant even see properly. It makes me see her wherever i look. It makes me relive the moments again and again. And I now see what I had been longing for such a loong time. But this is not the solution to my problem. This is actually worsening it. I need to move on since I cant change anything. I had to lie since my one truth could have screwed up three lives. Now its screwing up only one which is a significant improvement and considering the one being screwed up is me makes me happy. I take solace in the fact that at least someone is fine.

So the question is how to take my mind off of her. I need something strong, really strong. I mean I'm in office right now and writing a blog for heaven's sake. I need to get back on track and fast. I have a few options : alcohol , gym and music. Alcohol n gym i'll do neway. What I really need is a good playlist . Need to move on ... Will have to dig up some good songs. Its high time to tame the lawless heart .