So yes the worst state ever. Its not work, not friends, not family, not the food either. Its me. My bloody heart. Its just not willing to let go. I cant do anything. Can't concentrate, can't sleep, eat or work. I cant even see properly. It makes me see her wherever i look. It makes me relive the moments again and again. And I now see what I had been longing for such a loong time. But this is not the solution to my problem. This is actually worsening it. I need to move on since I cant change anything. I had to lie since my one truth could have screwed up three lives. Now its screwing up only one which is a significant improvement and considering the one being screwed up is me makes me happy. I take solace in the fact that at least someone is fine.
So the question is how to take my mind off of her. I need something strong, really strong. I mean I'm in office right now and writing a blog for heaven's sake. I need to get back on track and fast. I have a few options : alcohol , gym and music. Alcohol n gym i'll do neway. What I really need is a good playlist . Need to move on ... Will have to dig up some good songs. Its high time to tame the lawless heart .
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